College???

Lately, it has been harder and harder to decide whether or not I would like to attend college. My teachers tell me that I have potential and I can go places in life. My family also says that and they tend to brag about my 'stellar' grades, but they fail to ask me what I really want.

The thing is, even though I do well in school and get along with my teachers, they don't know me. And even though my family raised me, they don't know me either. They know tons about me, but not who I am. I don't even know who I am.

So when people ask me what I want to be when I grow up or what my plan is, I will tell them I don't have one because it is so much easier to be undecided than to lie and say I have got it all figured out. So am I going to college? Well, I have the grades for it, but I don't know. Not yet. I don't have to.

And neither do you.